A Missed Friend From Open House And A Rocky Journey Ahead Of Me....

So I got kicked out of Open House Ministries and how one amazing friend put it is " It's simple, they had no more patience left, Covid ripped a hole on this program, it's not even close to what it was. Bottom line is they are burnt out and they dont know how to really help people, if you dont drink their kool aid and treat them like royalty they automatically dont like you. i'm here to tell you that you didn't do anything perfectly, but here me when I say this YOU DID NOTHING WRONG." What she doesnt know is that i was at the point of release at that very moment and when I got that message from her my thought process on relapse stopped immediately. She is an amazing person and an amazing friend and I really hope she reads this because she is a very important person in my recovery and in my journey. I was told that if I was to get kicked out of Open House Ministries that I was going to be revoked and sent back to prison. I have a hearing on the 6th of November and I am terrified. She was the one person I talked to at Open House the most and I wouldn't of made it even that long without her. So thank you so much and I really hope you read this.